January 2010
Sometimes I wish I had
those typical bad dreams. Of monsters and what not. Instead I have dreams that leave me feeling shitty all day. I never really allowed our break up to affect me. It happened so fast. I had to get up and leave. And last night I dreamt about that. I guess I got to feel what it was like to have someone you care about move on so quick. 7 months of our lives, and I just got up and left. I mean, I...
Until I find perfection
please don’t judge me for going after cheap thrills.
““Does it ever get easier, or does ‘hard’ dominate the competition?”
I think...”
– (via ndeindustry)
Something a friend wrote of our conversation....
forgive my everlong travesty. the song i play is meant for all, for ever. my echoes, our madness. i’ve led the torch, but, what can light the shadowed halls! shallowed. the dirt kisses my hands like a flower formed in sand.
I can't believe last night happened
mostly because I don’t remember it. Got a little tipsy last night. Didn’t wake up feeling like P. Diddy. I think I broke my elbow. But all worth the amazing fun I had. Made some new friends. Danced my face off. Puked in the bushes. Slept in the car and outside of the apt for a bit. Shit got crazy. But all in all…a successful night.
Thoughts from the past few weeks.
Haven’t had internet for a while. Here are random thoughts from my life of the past few weeks.
*We are merely FUCKING animals.
*I guess it really is a dogeatdog world, and I have been consumed.
*Years later, and the battle continues.
*I DO NOT want people to feel sorry for me. EVER! No matter what the situation. And honestly I should never put myself in a situation where they do.
*I...